Have you ever bored with your daily activity?
Have you ever think about 'ahh... is it important?
Have you ever what were you done is useless?
Ahh I see ... It's lonely
I am an introvert ...
and I have more life trap in my live.But ahh.. sometimes I want to do something what other people doing. In normal life , when they were child they had a story playing around. Go outside and smiling, not like me. I had no friends when I was a child. My mom forbided me to go outside. I don't know her real reasons but it's okay , there was many problem on my family life.
But finally, I did't know to start conversation with my friends. I was alone and nobody want to talk with me. The already have a group and I felt this is like ignored me to join . But some of them walked on me and talked with me. I followed all that they had to say becauase I was afraid to make them disappointed and leave me alone. I just followed them ,again ,again and again. I feel frustrasted and and blamed me more. "Why I can't ignore them?" That's stupid!
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